Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 3:19 PM
" I don’t have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to hug you, I have the ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart that’s aching to see you smile again "
Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 12:01 PM
" Take all the time you need to heal emotionally. Moving on doesn’t take a day; it takes lots of little steps to be able to break free of your broken self "
Monday, September 28, 2009, 12:04 PM
DAM!!
i dunno how to appeal for my fail module for fyp!!!
shall head down to sch later..
" I’m not good at expressing how I feel. It takes a lot for me to be honest. I don’t fall for people easily, and I keep my heart guarded. But if I could ever fall in love, I think it’d be with you "
i dunno how to appeal for my fail module for fyp!!!
shall head down to sch later..
" I’m not good at expressing how I feel. It takes a lot for me to be honest. I don’t fall for people easily, and I keep my heart guarded. But if I could ever fall in love, I think it’d be with you "
2:10 AM
I LOVE THIS QUOTE
" If I could give everyone one piece of love advice, it would be once you find the one you’ve spent your whole lifetime searching for, don’t give them up without a fight. Never let them just walk right out of your life. Whatever you do, don’t ever let them, go. Hold onto them with all that you’ve got, because you have no guarantee that they’ll be back. So, don’t make the mistake. Don’t just watch them leave. It could be the last you ever see them. Don’t look back on it and regret not saying the words you needed to say, or doing the things you needed to do. Because that feeling of regret will never leave you. "
" If I could give everyone one piece of love advice, it would be once you find the one you’ve spent your whole lifetime searching for, don’t give them up without a fight. Never let them just walk right out of your life. Whatever you do, don’t ever let them, go. Hold onto them with all that you’ve got, because you have no guarantee that they’ll be back. So, don’t make the mistake. Don’t just watch them leave. It could be the last you ever see them. Don’t look back on it and regret not saying the words you needed to say, or doing the things you needed to do. Because that feeling of regret will never leave you. "
Sunday, September 27, 2009, 5:57 PM
" Basically, I wish that you loved me. I wish that you needed me. I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break. I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn’t eat. I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep "
5:42 PM
" sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out, and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain "
Saturday, September 26, 2009, 6:54 PM
" I know it hurts. I know that. But if you give up now, you may be missing something greater than you could have ever imagined. And no one wants to miss something like that. Something that could change their life forever. Just keep holding on, and I promise it will get better "" I have never been strong enough to stay. People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one "
3:24 PM
" To tell you the truth I don’t have much to offer. But I’ll still give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all. I’ll give you late nights, long hugs. Someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there. A hand to hold, somebody to lean on. And if that’s not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that’s enough "" I don’t know what it is about you. Maybe it’s the way nothing else matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. It could be the way you say the right thing at the right time. But whatever it is, I just want you to know that it means everything to me "
" I want you, but you’re there and I am here and I can’t help but miss you every second of everyday. I hate not being able to see you whenever I want. I hate not being able to look into your eyes. I hate not being able to get lost in the comfort of your arms. I hate not being able to make you laugh with a silly face. I just hate being apart from you. I hate missing you "
" It’s getting so hard to be around you. Because every time I see you, I see a stranger. You’ve changed, and I just miss the person you used to be. The one that cared, the one that wouldn’t ever hurt me, not if they could help it. But now, now all you care about is yourself. Maybe you never did care in the first place, I’m not sure. All I know is the person I loved so much is no longer there. Nothing is left of you. Everything’s changed, and I miss the person you used to be "
" It hurts to say goodbye to a person that you almost gave your life to, knowing that life without them, won’t be the same. But it’s better to give up the feeling rather than fight, knowing that you’re the only one fighting "
12:12 PM
OMG.. I just cant seem to fall aslp..No matter how i force myself i just cant siol.. seriously having a fucking bad migraine now..
GOSH!!
hmmm...On the other hand,
i really think that you already have someone in your mind le ba.
Guess that i have to wait even longer then before..haiz..
NOW..
I feels like texting you, but guess that our convo wont last long,
I feels like talking to you on the phone, but afraid that i might bored you out..
guess that im not born with a sweet talker mouth ba,
im just a plain and woodblock kt who only know how to wait and wait and wait..
that is all that i know, and being able to watch over you from behind to see if youre save..
I always have this crazy lame retarded impossible wish in my head,
which is able to text you 24/7..
talk to you on the phone everyday..
yeap but its just wishes..
i dunno what im suppose to do now,
but what i really wannna do now is always pray that you will stay healthy and be safe..
i feels so afraid and scare..
i think i just wanna be alone for the time being ba..
Thursday, September 24, 2009, 4:14 PM
I feel so tired..really very tired..Its like I'm gonna collapse any moment..haiz..
How long can i still hold on??
This is the question i have been asking myself for these 3 years..
HAIZ..
Now i have found the ans, i will hold as long as possible, nvr give up..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 1:12 AM
I Wish This Could Stay The Same Till The Right Day..Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 2:11 PM
i have been waiting for years.. should i continue to wait somemore?? wat will be the outcome if i choose to hold on and wait??
can anyone tell me..haiz..
Monday, September 21, 2009, 4:38 PM
AHHH... I STILL CANT GET OVER WAT U TOLD ME!!Sunday, September 20, 2009, 4:35 AM
Haiz..looking at how you msg and how you behave, i guess there's another guy in your life le ba.
i know i come in at the wrong time, but all i need is a chance to prove myself.
i dunn mind how long it takes, but just need a chance. haiz.
but i dunn even have to chance to, all i get is a reply which is short, trying to shut you off that kind.
maybe you really treat me not the same as before le ba.
it just hurt. maybe i think i is zhi zhou duo qing ba.
and after hearing wat you told me jus now.
i'm very sad and hurt and jealous.
and there's a kinda feeling i dunno how to tell.
i never wanted all those things to happen to you. never.
but still, who am i to control you,
but im happy that you're save.
take care.
Saturday, September 19, 2009, 12:42 PM
i wanna take this risk..cos now you already become part of me..
its no longer a wish but a dream.
a dream that i want it to last forever..
but i dunno how to show you,
im too scare, and afraid..
i dunno how to express it out, but, theres a song which could help me..
*Brian Mcknight - Back at one*
Thursday, September 17, 2009, 3:55 PM
something is wrg with my body...my nose keep bleeding..omg
Wednesday, September 16, 2009, 12:03 PM
I had a dream just now..I woke up telling myself,
No matter wat i wont give up, im serious about this..
be it months or years, as long as i can take..
i will let you gain back the confident again..
Let you have the trust, and let you find back wat you have thrown away..
Pls do not give up as i wont too...
I hope you will see this..
2:22 AM
13TH SEPTEMBER 2009..THE DAY I WILL NOT FORGET TILL I DIE..=]THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE..
Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 4:54 PM
sometimes love are fated to be in this way,its up to you to believe if fate really exist..
for some, no matter how you try to amend it, or change the fate,
it always stays in the way you dunn wish it to be..
wat to do??
nothing, all you can do is pray..
work hard to get it..
Friday, September 11, 2009, 9:58 PM
haiz...i feel like telling but im scare,im scare of the outcome..
I dunn wish the outcome will be wat im scare of..
I hope it will be a good outcome..
And furthermore, now is not the right time to do it..
but i really dunn wanna regret for the rest of my life..
cos i already regreted twice.
I need some balls....
Love comforteth like sunshine after rain
When you depart from me sorrow abides, and happiness takes his leave
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Name:K.T
Age:20
Created:030289
School:NYP
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Dum Dee Dum
I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman
I am going to save the world
like as if you would believe
I am a maniac
I came from an outer space which is filled with water
I learn swimming at the age of zero
I wail like a cry baby
I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman
I live in wonderland
Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan
Desires
what i want?[ ] nikon d300
[ ] bigger crumpler bag
[ ] new phone
[ ] desktop
[ ] shoes
[ ] clothes
[ ] More Money
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I'M Counting
JukeBox
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you
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